I know I'm too needy, I'm trying to survive day to day with what feels like a threatening black cloud constantly over me. I guess I should apologise for being such an idiot, I'm struggling with my Irl relationships (few as they are). A while back I felt I was healing. Now, and not for want of trying to get better...

I won't go there.

Too tired to go back and correct the grammar. (or spelling)
Hardly functioning. Just pathetic.
I don't expect (or deserve) any replies.

Love to everyone else who is in this horrible pain.

Peace