((( Wiki ))) - You are not stupid!! I, too, hate having the sudden urge to contact T. The feelings that come up are difficult, but they're there for a reason. Try not to be so hard on yourself.

MKAC - How about you ask T about the Tuesday appt. schedule?

((( Lola ))) - T can't be a mind reader. If we don't share with them our struggles, it'd be difficult for them to figure out how to help us. It takes time to allow ourselves to be vulnerable, though.