Quote:
Originally Posted by mixedup_emotions
((( Lola ))) - T can't be a mind reader. If we don't share with them our struggles, it'd be difficult for them to figure out how to help us. It takes time to allow ourselves to be vulnerable, though.
|
Its not like that, I even teared up several times on certain subjects.... but she seemed more interested in the fact that I work in a male dominatnted field and to her didnt seem like a hot mess. I told her about the hospital in Jan. , the meds, confirmed the trifecta of abuse Mental, Physical and Sexual, lack of parenting, moving around, self medicating..yada yada yada
I agreed to meet her one more time, but Im afraid its not a match. I guess I should have not got cleaned up and just bawled for 30 minutes, then maybe she could see I'm really a hot mess inside, she said maybe it was my subconscious that was messy and suggested budhism phycology. WTF?