I don't have a fear in seeking therapy. I welcome it. Unfortunately, I cannot speak to someone yet. I am hoping to be able to if god willing everything is ok after the baby is born.
I did read your original post before you deleted it.
My hope was when finding such a great place to post like this was to be able to release what was on my mind, read what others had to say and hopefully be able to get a better grasp on things temporarily. It has worked greatly for me. This was a good step in the right direction because I have never opened up to anyone about my life before.