I thank you again Sky-- you've been so very kind.

It's hard for the daughter as she only sees her dad on some weekends-- so she doesn't want to get him mad at her-- but she does care about my son too(her boyfriend)-- so I imagine she's feeling confused even more than the rest of us.

I don't know how things will all end up... so, for now I'm going to try to take it hour by hour-- then maybe it won't all feel so heavy on my back.

I would like to go hide under a rock-- but I do have to be there for my son when he needs me-- so maybe I'll just hide part of the time. ...

there is so much other muck going on ..... I'll stop here though--
dont' want to wear out my welcome...

I'll just say--- .... and...

mandy