He only called to yell at me, I listened to the voice mail, instead of answering my question on how to relieve worsening symptoms. He does meds and therapy, though he usually takes about a 15 minute nap during the session. He won't see someone JUST for meds. I have been his patient for over 12 years it would take a book to explain the relationship between us. There are numerous times where he has ignored multiple phone calls from me when I have been in bad shape. Some of those times with no support I have ended up trying to take my life and ended up in the ICU on life support. Yes I have tried to fine someone else, but over the last few years I barely leave the house because of worsening agoraphobia. He will prescribe meds, (when he answers calls) over the phone. Since my sons death in January , I don't really care about living. I just want some relief while I am still here,

IGNORE THE FOLLOWING STUFF !!!
I was in a very very bad place yesterday
SORRY
I know why I stayed off this site for so long. I really don't want to explain myself !!!! I don't want people making assumptions. This is not helpful.

Hope you all get better. Over and out for GOOD !!!!!!
Speed3