I guess coming so close but not actually doing it counts for something, right? It doesn't feel like it, though. What I'm doing is like the cutting equivalent of running a blade across my skin but promising myself not to draw blood...better than nothing, but only just. And it won't last long. I know I'm going to slip up eventually - I always do.

(Not sure if this is triggering, but thought I'd put the icon on just in case.)