I'm with you, pbutton. I have group T tonight, and I don't want to go. It'll be the first session with T back since his vacation. I was supposed to see him last Friday, but got screwed out of that session. I'm still a bit angry and resentful about it, I suppose - even though I understand that it wasn't necessarily "about me". Same thing with my neurologist appt. today.

I'm in pain. I'm not in the mood to deal with people. I'm not in the mood to see T. I just want to crawl in bed and never get out. But, of course, I'll go. I always do, whether I feel like it or not. Sometimes I'm glad I did. Other times, not so much. Eh. Whatever.