I had my session and I got through almost everything on my list plus!
My T is willing to do scheduling via phone instead of email.
She clarified what she said about my H. She's NOT pushing me to get divorced at all!

We did SE about the incident I wanted to, and about separation too. I told her about "hating her" which is about everything she "took away" from me. I said she lied to me. I know she feels bad about what she did, and so do I. I knew better she did, that giving me so much of what I wanted may backfire, and she agreed. I feel better about our relationship even though I'm her job. She didn't deny that fact this time.

Somehow I feel closer to her again even though therapy is unfair! I told her that, and was glad to "get it out". I think she had tears in her eyes at one point but I'm not sure when.

I almost cried about something, not to do with her, but I pushed that feeling away and couldn't get it back. It was about saying "no" to someone in my past. She wanted me to visualize it a different way.

So, today was much better than last week!