I seem to have this problem where I don't have a problem getting to know people to a certain degree but once it reaches a certain point one of two things happen, I ethier get scared or thier negative personality traits glare at me and I can't ignore it. I'm not perfect so I imagine I have my own negative traits so I feel bad because I try to convey positivity and amplify the positive traits in other people but I always end up isolating myself in the long run.

But, for the past two or so years there has been ONE person I almost never say no to for anything and if I do I feel bad for it...thing is I still hold back and always feel uncomfortable