The wedding was beautiful. And my brother is lending me his car while he is on his honeymoon. I feel like I don't deserve his kindness. I also feel terrified to drive it because it is a brand new car.

Anyway, I am still searching for my own car. I have some possibilities in mind, and I actually applied for a used car loan but I was denied. I guess I have to keep trying with other lenders, maybe. My brother bought me some time, so I better make the best of it. At least the wedding is over with - it was really stressing me out. Now I can stress out about the car situation and moving. Ugh.