Ok, reallistically. I know I have problems but, I have for the past two days pretty much been able to completely ignore them and basically be normal. .Am handiling things well around me. Am feeling pretty much ok, other than my sinus infection bothering me. I feel like I can handle this right now. That everything is pretty much going ok and, that I have no need for therapy.

Now, I dunno if I am feeling up or if its the claritin dm ( which has that ephdrine stuff in it. had to show ID and sign a thing jus tot buy it. ) Could the medicine be making me feel this way and if so when I stop taking it will I go back to feeling blah again? Should I skip my appt. on the 6th and just wait and see how I feel in a few more weeks?

Or am i just trying to talk myself out of everything. I dunno not even sure what or if I am confused right now. Just know that I am feeling better. I have noticed that with the medicine I am wide awake, doing more, alot more energy ( side affect of medicine, I am sure. ) But, maybe what if it isn't?