I've never lost a child. i'm so sorry for your loss. I have two
sons also and they are the light of my life. I just want to
remind you that you're other son probably needs you now
more than ever. He must have tremendous guilt for not being able to save his brother and guilt for surviving too.
Make sure he gets tons of help and support from you and
a good professional .I will keep you in my prayers. Keep posting as much as you need to and see a therapist or support group if you can. Bless you.
Annie