I had a similar experience with my old t. She said she would never abandon me and yet she terminated us. I went through the similar "I hate you"s, and the "you said u wouldn't lie to me" and all that. It's painful. My heart really goes out to you. But sometimes therapists make promises that were fitting at the time, and times change. In order to help u grow through the process. I'm sure your t has your best interests at heart even if it doesn't seem like that...