My grandfather was a minister. And one day in church he said something that has stuck with me till this day.

" God would never burden you with a load he knows you can not handle. "

I dunno what that means to other people. But, to me it means God believes me and anyone else who has had to deal with what we have had to. To be very strong people. I can look at family members and friends and know that there is no way they could handle or have handled half of what I have dealt with in my 35 years. It has made me what I am and inside past all the pain, confusion, and darkness. Is a very strong person who can handle most things others could only imagine. And in alot of ways that is a good thing.