I just feel bad, wish you could scale back from the meds in a better way so you didn't replace it with less effective/safe ones like alcohol and Tylenol.

I was thinking about the ob/gyn who nearly got me killed (let infection move into my ovaries and grow out of control) and I feel the same way about ob/gyns now so I sympathize with you.

I always add "yet" to things I'm having problems with now. "Can't move past it, yet" :-) My T laughed/enjoyed it when I told her about that policy of mine, to add the "yet" and did it. It's really helpful, keeps you moving forward. What's that quip, "Never say never"?