Some days are a struggle....other's aren't. I finally went down to the kitchen & finished making my chicken salad with grapes & put it in a flat bread with a yellow tomato out of my garden(the best part).....& ate my meal for yesterday at 5am today......hmmmmm.....at least I ate & now I have easy fixins for the next few days.

Stress.....lawyer wont in until next monday....issues with divorce I finally discussed....now to get the divorce finalized......nothing but the feeling of stress right now & it does nothing for my eating......get sick feeling just thinking about food let alone eating it. God news for stbxh.....I'm not going to continue to tolerate his crap....that's why I left him....so he's got a fight on his hands & Im the one with the lawyer.....so we will see who wins even if it's across states.....judge in my state is the one giving the court order on the divorce & I walked away with basically nothing but my freedom (which is worth more than things IMO....just frustrating to leave so much of me gone that I had including cloths...not all but some really nice things that didn't get brought)