I'm in the midst of separating myself from T too. It is the worst feeling. I'm sorry you have to go through this. I thought my T was great too. I was sure of it! Now I think he was just playing me for a fool. Toying with my feelings for him. He, and others, probably had a good laugh over how much I cared for hm. Nice eh? He seems to have taken a 100 degree turn around in his attitude toward me. At one time he was kind, caring, compassionate. Now he has been cold, aloof, cocky...like he is untouchable. I went back several times to give him a chance to make things right, to fix his mistakes with me. Nothing. My T was too self-righteous to admit to any mistakes!! I kept believing he would do the right thing by me so I kept going back...hoping... but it never happened. I can't trust anyone again. No clue on what I will do. Maybe you will be able to trust someone else, unlike me. This is such a bad feeling to have been let down by someone you felt so very close to. I thought my T understood me and turns out I was wrong again. I had made another bad decision in my life. I was wrong to trust him and wrong to believe in him. I don't feel I am a good judge of character anymore...I'm finding too many phony people are out there...my T cinches the case against me. I hope things work out better for you.