I found your forum through searching some of my problems on google.
I was amazed at some of your stories and success.
I really hope to get better and get back to my old self. I will do anything.

Let me tell you a little bit about myself.

I am a 20 Year old male. I never thought of this as my problem. I am still in the closet about my sexuality and dont htink its a good idea to come out. At the moment thats not an issue for me. But these symptoms are.

- Cant Concentrate anymore. (I cant read) I feel as though Im staring through the words, Like the feeling of tiredness. And I also cannot stare at anything anymore as my eyes feel like they need to look away or focuse in front or behind. I usually get frustrated
(I have also got some eye floaters)

- My eyes are really heavy and sore. Feels like my muscles are tense. And I feel this all around the forehead and temples. Its like a constant Pressure or tension headache. (Maybe its a depression)

- I have sorta developed a social phobia. Start to worry what people think. I get a bit nervous. I sometimes get really shaky but its only mainly when doing presentations.

-I think I have some anxiety issues. I used to worry thinking that i might have cancer. I fear silly things. I did develop a lump on my breast and the doctor said its probably just hormones.

- I sometimes get this feeling as though everything is a hassle. Im very unmotivated at the moment because I am very tired at work and dont think I can study even if I wanted too. I really want to get a better eduacation but this concentration problem is really bothering me.

-I suffer from neck pain but it might be due to my posture.

- I have to really force myself to ejaculate sometimes. I think this was due to me taking Roaccutane and Zoloft which cause a delay of ejaculation.

Im worried about a few things. I have only just come off Roaccutane and I heard its a very dangerous drug causing an overdose in Vitamin A and this can affect the Nervous system. Also I am just comming off Zoloft and might go on to Aurorix and see how that goes. I also started taking St Johns wort before going on zoloft adn they helped a bit but I still suffer form reading problems. I used to be very bright. and I heard flaxseed oil is good so I started taking that and then tried ginkgo and B Vitamins but I still feel like im not really going anywhere. I dont know what to do!!


THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING THIS!!

I APPRECIATE IT!