im 18 years old and in my final year of high school, I never procrastinated or wasted time. But now I don't feel like going to school anymore as all of my actions seem futile because no matter how hard I try I always end up disappointed(grade wise), hence I'm always absent from school. I've lost interest in all things school related, even the stuff I loved to do like drawing, or making stuff(electronics).

My grades have dropped from what they used to be because I don't see the use in studying or going to school anymore, its gotten so worse that I almost failed my first semester.
And eventually when I do go to school I'm either day dreaming or doodling or thinking about what I could have been up to if I hadn't gone to school that day.

I don't know what to do anymore as my chances for going to a university next year are next to nothing as my grades have taken a dip and my family wont understand what I'm going through........................................

I feel lost and don't know what or where to go from here...