Thanks Wiki... it will be kept locked down way too TMI...

On another note... I was comparing my life now to life when I was on a "therapy" high.... since then I have

lost one friend who has moved away and doesn't return contact...

I have another friend that I no longer contact because we have nothing in common now and its too much work...

I no longer talk to my sister (just dont really have anything to say... her T once told her to talk to me about the past and that was the last time she has really talked to me) now we just text...how you doing...fine crap...

I haven't contacted an older lady that I always looked up to who contacts me and asks to get together.... I would be a disappointment to her at this point...

I have one friend left for now.

its a shame the "therapy" high doesn't last forever...