I've been feeling like this for the last couple of months.. I just feel like I am no longer the "me" I used to know. I feel empty or hollow inside like a body without a soul or a person without a personality. I find myself just 'living' for names sake.

My Dad was never around, ever since my mother moved back home and forced me to live in the middle of nowhere, I find myself over thinking everything in my life. My grades have since dropped way below the average to the point where skip schooland I lie to my family about my results as they would never understand what I'm going through especially my mother who always criticizes and belittles and compares me to other learners or students, to the point where I've isolated myself from the world. IM trying to pick up the pieces but I'm failing miserably.
I've lost patience with friends and stopped trusting everyone. I'm quieter than ever and I don't want to go out very much anymore.

I don't feel close to friends or family anymore. I'm frustrated and irritated all the time because I feel like something's missing from me like a jigsaw with missing pieces.