Wow, you've been very unlucky. The first guy was not a good man especially... you poor thing. I am glad you got out of that one tho.

Please keep strong, and please talk to your friends if you do feel like cutting again. You sound like you've a couple of awesome friends there :-) And... I wonder if it's worth taking some time out from dating? Let yourself heal, be kind to you - and work on making your own life a happier one. You're young, kick back and enjoy your pals.

Big hugs..