This is still a massive problem for me.

I can't describe what it's like or how bad it is, but let's say it is the biggest problem in my life at the moment, and it is on my mind the whole time.

I have a deficiency of people to do things with, as i currently don't have any friends, i have fought with all of them in some way or another.

I have my family, but the time available to do things is limited. We went to our cousin's today, so that was something to do, but as soon as i was home and as soon as i got up in the morning i didn't know what to do

What i tend to do with that time is come onto the internet and chat or browse myspace, leave people messages. But this doesn't last long because there are not always people around and only so many messages you can send.

Perhaps if i was studying something i would have something to put my head into! The only problem is that is solitary and often i crave social things. But maybe that is the answer??



I am so lost i need help and i can't work out what to do for myself, neither can my Mum....