thanks. yes im 23
id like to at least be somewhere where i feel at least mostly ok. i am dxd with paranoid schizophrenia. i am on disability. i tried college for 5 years but it didnt work out nd my dad lost his job. and he were borderline homeless for a bit. then it got better for a few years. then worse last year. hes had two strokes alcohol induced. hes still level headed and physically active but i fear still cuz hell be 67 in a few months. i usually never leave my house. partly cuz i fear leaving him alone and him drinking. quite honestly i watch him 24/7 or when im up i mean. he can do good but have pockets out of random blue where he drinks. and just cant and knows it. i had bought a breathalyzer. he didnt take that well...

hes also a hoarder. it gots 75% better by NOW. it got really severe last year but ive been cleaning up but within a week certain places are just right back where they were..

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