It sounds like getting in touch, spending time with other women when you're depressed is a kind of self-soothing thing. And when you're manic, perhaps a libido thing. Though it seems too, from what you are saying, that you have issues with trust, and perhaps looking and/or going elsewhere is a way to keep some distance from your girlfriend, to not get too close, too dependent, etc.? So it sounds like it's maybe a mix of mood issues and relationship (including trust) issues. Have you thought of couple's counseling?
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