My mom and I have been through alot, and I really do love her, and she loves me. Neither of my parents ever tell me they love me, and it's been like that for a very long time. No one in my family says it to each other its not just me. Last night I was thinking about how my mom wont be around forever, and I sent her an email and basically told her I love her. I want to heat this from my parents. Even now I am feeling emotional just thinking about it. It seems like most people tell their parents and their parents to them that they love each other all the time, like its a reflex. I haven't heard it since i was a little kid and i wonder sometimes why it stopped..

I am terrified to see the email she writes back. I don't know what it will say but I'm scare to read it. I know my mom loves me, but I don't know what will happen if I hear it from her. Why am I making such a big deal out of this? I think this is a big problem for me! I almost regret sending it because I don't know how to deal with the positivity it could hold.