last time we talked on the phone we argued, my cell run out of money and he said he didnt have money either (bulshit) and said "talk later". almost a month and i knew i wouldnt hear from him again so sent him a msg yest:

its a shame u act like this with someone that has affection for u, but i wasnt expecting anything else from u. i couldnt have more confirmation that all u wanted was sex and still dont get it why u stayed if i was SO CLEAR to u about it. did u think u would change my mind?? lol with so much lies and acting u not even gave us the chance to really know each other. i thought we could have something special but whatever. i thought with almost 29 u would want something meaningfull but guess i was wrong. good luck.

i wasnt expecting him to reply. i actually thought that would be the end of it. but this happened

i understand u. i think ur an awesome woman and i love talking to u. but im in a different momento of life than u and i dont want to hurt u, want the best for u and even to be with u, we could have dinner and talk about it better. what do u think? kiss

my reaction was WTF?????????? is he drunk?? he wouldnt talk to me again. not even said it to me when he was supposed to call me and now he wants DINNER??? for real? I DONT WANT TO HURT U? lololol u treat me like one of ur *****s and couldnt give a damn about me WHEN I WAS CLEAR ABOUT WHAT I WANTED and u want the best for me?? u have been LYING and MAKING A FOOL OUT OF ME!!!!

My reply was: uh?? u can only be ****ing with me!
and guess what? no reply. thats how much he thinks im awesome lololololol

my life couldnt be easier could it? im a ****ing idiot caz im still crying about it