I am a teacher, also an artist, also I have what is probably undiagnosed ADHD. I have to ask you, have you had any medical diagnoses for depression, attention deficit? There are meds that can help with both.

I want to add that I have a grandson, one of twins, who seems to hate school, though he is very smart, and is obviously ADD. I feel for him since I'm fearing this will make him act out in school.
I'm concerned for you. Let me know.