I don't understand something. Why do you keep posting all the time if you already know everything and the answers?
Scorposis wrote a very well thought out response and took alot of time to respond. It was insightful and educated. It seems the reality is that nothing matters but what you want to hear to fit your current state of mind.

It does not seem your "attachment problems" are solved at all. Think about the situation.
You are not choosing to leave therapy to live your life. You are being forced to leave therapy by financial issues and perhaps T's decision by not lowering the rate. You would stay if you could.