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Originally Posted by Stringcheese
I don't understand something. Why do you keep posting all the time if you already know everything and the answers?
Scorposis wrote a very well thought out response and took alot of time to respond. It was insightful and educated. It seems the reality is that nothing matters but what you want to hear to fit your current state of mind.
It does not seem your "attachment problems" are solved at all. Think about the situation.
You are not choosing to leave therapy to live your life. You are being forced to leave therapy by financial issues and perhaps T's decision by not lowering the rate. You would stay if you could.
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I don't know why I keep posting. Probably for connection and validation. I don't know all the answers but TBH, it tears me apart to hear my T being criticized. What good is it to me to hear all of that spelled out? Yes, I appreciate advice that I can use. But to hear all the mistakes my T made is useless to me, and it stings. I've seen her for 3 years, and will stop by March. I don't want to hear about what she did wrong. That doesn't help me one bit, but just makes me defensive.
Yes, I'd stay in therapy if I could. T and I are addressing that all the time now. I don't think anyone can "cure" my attachment. I have to live with it, and probably die with it. I accept that fact.
This is not a good time for me to write because I'm too exhausted from RL, like my grandson's surgery today.