Hello everyone,
I feel like I am the most emotionally mixed up person on the planet,ever since my diagnosis of COPD,I have cried so much,I have this overwhelming sadness,my heart feels so heavy,then I find myself feeling angry and frustrated and wanting so much to believe that this is all a mistake and I have been misdiagnosed,I have been hyperventilating a lot..well at least I think that is what it is,I keep feeling like I cant get a good breath in,I really feel like so many things have happened in my life and I have not managed to get over one hurdle before the next one came along or if I did it was short lived,I'm hoping for better days,I was diagnosed with depression many years ago and no matter what they tried me on it didn't seem to help or I had side effects..so I have just tried to ride it out, I feel I can vent here I just want things to be better and I want some normality back in my life,I know that I need to play a part ,to be able to embrace what is good about my life more so than focus on whats not but I just find it hard right now.to all...