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Very tired today. Trying to be more consistent with keeping my house clean, but it sure is taking a lot out of me. I got so depressed that I let my house go so much that now it smells really bad and I will have to replace the carpet. Well, I need to replace the carpet anyway, but now it smells bad too. My walls need a thorough bleach cleaning, we need to replace the couch because it stinks now, too. It costs money to replace couches and carpeting and I don't have the energy either. Plus, to get the smell out, I would need to use harsh chemicals and that makes me sick. I am so embarrassed that I let my house get that bad! I did not even notice how bad it smelled until someone told me that my sister told them that my house smelled like urine! I'M SO ASHAMED AND EMBARRESSED! WHAT KIND OF MOTHER AM I?!?!?!?
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