I have had T's that just sit there and watch when I cry--I really really really hate that. It seems kind of cold to me. It actually makes me feel a little agressive.

My main T has done different things when I cry like sit next to me or even hold me, but the norm is to sit and look at me too but at least I feel like he cares, because he has been willing to other things in the past, other than sit and look at me.

Health T has invited me to cry, which is interesting. I didn't feel like crying at the time. Wondering if he would do anything differently. Sometimes he will hand me stuff and our fingers touch and I get antsy about that. Is he testing my tolerance for being touched? Or is it just not a big deal to him? Everything feels like I'm being scoped out because our relationship is pretty new