maybe volunterring would look into.
ive had disability for only a year i have to relook into the working stuff idk how that works really. i tried to goto college. i was in for 5 years. i failed horribly taking about 25 classes and failing them all. and being banned from two colleges for non acadameic incidences. im not sure whats wrong with me. i just chalked it up to being dumb or my illness idk.

i have asked my father about relocating many times. i dont ask anymore he gets angry. i think theres a few reasons for him. idk. i do know that 5 years ago we had to move there because my parents divorced and my mom took everything including the house. she eventually demolished that house so its no longer. my dad lost his job twice doesnt have one anymore. so i think thats mainly it. is that...he has very very litle money in the bank. very little for a person who supports someone partially AND themselves in a single-family residential house - i mean. hes on retirement now though. plus idk if anyone here would recognize what im saying but he also has rural and commercial vehicles that cant be kept at house outside rural area. thats just him though. i def have tried though is what im saying.

obviously by myself i have a couple thousand. a little over.

i mean did some thinking since i posted this
i dont think i have enough money to move nor does my dad to help.
i think ssomeone siad something about ...i think shared renting or something. idk anyone except my parents so id have to get one thats already half occupied.