OMG.

I did send T the letter in the end, and today I got a txt message from him that conveyed so much compassion I can't quite believe it. He thanked me for being so open and asked me to txt him or write again if I need to. I have the best T. Sorry everybody else who thinks your Ts are the best - I'm afraid I bagged the top one.

I should change the topic of the thread but that can't be done... right now I don't struggle at all. I am really grateful for all the support I've been getting here. Thank you.