Well, I begrudgingly got on the subject of sex (which with my husband is me saying "don't touch me") with my therapist. We got into a conversation and she said that she has thought for a long time that I was abused, probably sexually. I know that I was hit and verbally abused, and I saw my sister abused (thought they were going to kill her at times)
My question is, could I have had this stuff happen and have NO memory of it? I have very little memory of much of my childhood, even major changes like moving and changing schools.
I (obviously) don't like the thought of anything like that in my past. I've been searching my memory, but don't come up with anything, but not much comes up anyway. This just has me curious (and a little creeped out).
Please, if any of you had NO memories and then you found out, how did you remember, or how does that work? I really don't want to remember anything like that, but my t says it helps in the healing.
Just wondering, and confused.