You've only tried two meds? Same here! Neither of us have even scratched the surface of what meds are there - so please don't give up hope on them yet!

I'm sorry that you're feeling so defeated wildflower

You said that you don't think life is worth living with this? And that you're supposed to find a life worth living goal? Can't that goal, right now, be to live for your baby? Your baby definitely needs you, and I'm sure that your baby is worth fighting the illness for!

I wish that I could give you the hope that I have for you... but as I can't, I will just sit here and hope and hope that things start to improve for you sooner, rather than later.