Another one of my nighttime depressions. Trying to ignore the thoughts and fall asleep. Hoping the med kicks in soon because I feel tired but wide awake. Kinda feeling like things are hopeless, pointless... angry at myself for being so lazy, going back to sleep when I could be doing something useful... angry that I'm not all that helpful. I wish I could wake up feeling rested one of these days.

Eh, I hope I feel better in the morning. Thankfully that's been the case for a while.

I feel kind of guilty posting here; I feel like an hour or so of depression doesn't compare to what you folks are going through. I'm just a whiner. Going to go back to ignoring myself... or wallowing in the thoughts and hopefully falling asleep to that.