Thanks for all the suggestions, all fairly good ideas. Its intresting I have just been feeling quite restless like I need stuff to do but then things like lack of bus money, still having anxiety and depression issues makes it hard to think of what to do or how I could do it.

If I get ahold of my dad I might go over to his place again for today, but even that gets old when its the only other place I go for the most part aside from if I go for a walk to the park or to the grocery store when I have food stamps.

I used to be into reading but I can't seem to get back into it so much. I might still get some financial aid in the next couple months...so I am hoping for that so I have a little something till SSI and can maybe afford to get out more. I take the bus to get around but its kinda pricey when you don't have a lot of spare change.

I do have to wonder though if this restless feeling is maybe a good thing in disguise, maybe it means the meds are helping me cope with stress so I want to get out and do more....I want to be careful about work though because I don't want to sabotage the SSI process so I am a little afraid of jobs even temporary ones.