I went to the hospital last night, my mom was worried I was having temporal lobe seizures. I had no signs of a seizure, but I did continue to panic. I was sent home and "slept it off". I have a neurology appointment any way this week (lupus/autoimmune related) and they gave me a script for extra testing. Which is good.

Amanda, thank you so much for your kind words. Thank you. It really means a lot. I did not expect to get all of that said about me and I am a bit overwhelmed, but in a good way. Thank you for all the information. I will keep it all in mind. I am looking for a new therapist and pdoc, so hopefully this can get sorted it. Thank you all so much.