so went crafting thismorning had a huge melt down in the class room . lucky i have friends there.
came home for a few to breathe and then went off to get yarn and some dinner.
am packing up craft stuff for the weekend but dont hold out a lot of hope it will be fun after my melt down earlier .but what the he l l ,i'm supose to not be thinking about anything right just keep going get out meet people make friend etc... and all that crap. to crap with any emotions fear or anything.

now am going to get my hair cut and highlighted because the hairdresser called and told me i have an appointment for tomorrow.i tried to cancel because of my mood but alas she got pissy so i must take care of her and go today so she can get her money .if i faal appart on her as she is foiling to bad for her .i am a jerk so she will have to deal .oh but wont my T be happy i am getting out and meeting souxh great and awsomw people. to remind me what an A,S,S i am .go me dont think ,dont feel ,dont react. im off again