Well I guess I should leave work now... I'm not working just hanging out on PC... need to run an errand for my son which couldn't be done early...

thanks for being understanding.... I though I was the only one who feels that way and I know we aren't supposed to compare but I do realize that people on PC had it much worse than what I can remember and as frustrating as it can be sometimes I wish some of you had dissociative amnesia too... its a great coping skill and it happens automatically so its not a lot of work to maintain... has a lot going for it...