I've just noticed some differences in treatment between my brothers and I. My biggest concern is that our parents will never take my side if there is a conflict between me and any of my siblings. They are always right and I am always lying, in my father's eyes. I'm not sure what I've done to make him think that, but he won't trust me with anything. I must be supervised and I'm not allowed to leave the house for more than a half hour. My brothers are allowed as much time on the computer as they like, while my time is restricted to two hours. When my math hating younger brother claimed that he is going to be an engineer, he was told to go for it. When I wanted to become a doctor, I was told that I would never make it. I realize that my grades are not the best, but I'm trying as hard as I can. For my brothers, a good attempt is fine, but if I don't succeed I'm a failure. I was told that discrimination is wrong, but I am also told that I am insane, delusional, and wrong. They speak freely about me as if I don't exist, and if I run away in tears to hide in my room, I simply get laughed at. The whole world seems to think that I have a happy, supportive family when in reality I don't feel like I have anybody behind me or anybody to care if I lose it completely...