I felt the same way growing up. well similar anyway. they might just expect more out of you. are you the oldest? if yes that could be why. im still in a bummer mood as well so I cant give too great of advise but I can tell you once you move out spending time with your family is much more enjoyable. no household drama or politics. I got kicked out a few times and the one time I was gone for 3 months and when I came to visit it was so much more enjoyable. usually me and my dad were at each others throats but while living somewhere else it was like we were friends. just hang in there bud. btw you can do anything you set your mind to. ANYTHING. it may take work and many rough spots but the easy route is the circle route. youll just go in circles. keep at it and youll go places...believe me.