I am so ANGRY right now, disgusted, angry. I have no medication left. Her reasoning, in an email, was "we need to look into new treatments." Fine, that's fine. But YOU DON'T JUST CUT SOMEONE OFF MENTAL ILLNESS MEDICATION COLD TURKEY.

Oh god I know I am going to fall right back into a depressive episode. I don't see her until next week. This leaves me in 48 hours. I'm so screwed. God. gnjkdfsg I'm scared