For the 1st time in my life I found myself being in love. And I have to say, it's pretty awful. It makes me feel insecure, vulnerable and scared.. Been feeling really paranoid and anxious and not in control..
I said 'I love you' many times.. but never meant it.. and now it's stronger than me.. and I f*%&ing hate it! I don't like strong emotions I can't control..
I lost my 'cool'.. I'm panicking.. I wish I didn't feel this way