I'm sorry I'm not so helpful for others right now. I'm sorry I just spill and spill. It's all so overwhelming...
I figured out today that I have a lot of anxiety about the future. It makes me depressed and not want to go on, which makes me anxious again. I don;t know how to step out of the cycle. I feel really alone right now, and I don't want to have to worry about the future. I'm really tired of all this...