I had an ED related flipout last night. Recovery sucks. Other than that I'm feeling pretty stable for now. Meds are doing their thing or maybe nothing at all, I don't really care at this point because I feel okay. Learning some coping skills and figuring out how to put them to use.

Aaaanywayyyy...

I was reading the insurance policy I'm going to be on (WONDERFUL read, by the way ) and found out that besides pretty good prescription coverage they cover no mental health.

This means unless I want to break my dad's bank with medical bills, none of the following can happen for the foreseeable future:

No SI or sui stuff requiring medical care.
No counselors outside the one I got the grant for.
No inpatient for any reason, including med changes.

However this is still better than SOL coverage, which is what I'll have the second I turn 18 and my abusive and estranged mother no longer has to pay for it.

Guess I'll have to stay stable for the next few years.