I posted in the depression forum that my therapist (who happens to be an NP so she does my meds) suddenly cut my refill for zoloft. I get two, then a T appointment. I went to the pharmacy today to pick it up because I forgot, and he told me that he isn't authorized. Which was freaking weird.
I emailed my T asking what's up, and she said she wants to try a new med with me and that we can talk about it at our next appointment. Problem is, I haven't had my zoloft in two days. It's already out of my system. And I have to wait till August 8th to see what the hell is going on.
I feel disgusting. Light headed. My ears are ringing. Fatigued. I keep getting pains in my head and neck. And soon I know I am going to fall into a depressive episode again. You're not meant to just STOP zoloft or any antidepressant. But ha ha I have no choice. My GP said he wont give me a refill because he doesn't deal with psychiatric medications.
Does anyone have tips on how to soothe some of these symptoms? I feel sick to my stomach. Headache/shooting pains in my head in neck, lethargy, loss of apatite. I feel like I have the flu.
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